
Michael J. Carman


















Mountain Retreat
Nestled in
the not so
mountainous mountains of
western Maryland, is
a state forest
that has somehow
managed to elude the
eyes of developers, and
those who prefer
brick to bark. Greenridge has
for many years
been my escape
from the urban jungle, and
it's close
enough to visit
without planning. Taking the three
hour drive to
the forest is
like traversing time
and space, and
landing in a simpler
world. A world
abound with beautiful
vistas, warm smells,
peaceful sounds, and
awe inspiring creatures.
Between the
forest's southern border
and West Virginia, flows the
majestic Potomac river.
Her teal waters
meander through the
mountains like a
shimmering snake, gliding effortlessly through
a marsh. Cutting
a path through
the forest, is the retired
C & O canal, now
a popular hiking
and cycling trail. From any
of the sparsely
arranged camp sites,
you can't be seen or
heard by campers
in another site.
The indigenous wildlife is both
diverse and abundant.
The forest teems
with all the familiar critters.
Deer roam the
hillsides foraging, like people ambling
without a care
down a shady
country lane. A lucky camper
may catch a
fleeting glimpse of
a black bear, bobcat, or
a ring-necked pheasant.
The cool night
air is occasionally
cut by the
sharp howl of
a coyote, or
screech owl.
I have
been visiting Greenridge
for many years,
and I've introduced my
family to it's wonders. Camping
at Greenridge has always been
like therapy for
us. My wife
and two sons become giddy
with anticipation upon
mentioning Greenridge.
It's their escape
as well, a
place where they
can shed the weight
of their worlds
for a while.
I'm proud
that they uphold my unwritten
law of Greenridge, "Always leave
it cleaner than you
found it". I
am sure that
my children will
teach theirs the same
law, as this
family retreat becomes
tradition.
The trips
are less frequent
now, but they are
always memorable. The forest
is relief from
the stress and
anxiety that weigh on a
person's spirit. It's
exhilarating to cut fire
wood, and cook
over embers. I
love the leisure
of rafting
down the Potomac, or trout
fishing in nearby
fifteen mile creek.
There is a stone overlook
far above the
river, and it
juts from the
side of
the mountain like
a medieval castle's
balcony. It's a wonderful place
to relax and
see shooting stars.
When night falls we perch
there as if
it were a
planetarium, and stare
in awe
at the speeding
streaks of light.
There are no
city lights to diminish the
brilliance of the
starlit sky. Just
a flicker here and there
from a distant
home otherwise hidden
by trees.
I guess everyone
needs a place
to run to,
but I'm pleased that those
who would not
appreciate it have
not stumbled upon my nest
of serenity. Greenridge is
my escape from
"Urbania". It's like sitting
in your favorite
chair, wrapped in
your well broken
in quilt. Comfortable and
easy, and no
thought required. For
as long as
it lasts, Greenridge
will remain my
mountain retreat, my
exit that beckons
to lead me
from the fast
lane of modern
life.
Aaaaah, Nothing To Do
Like many of my friends that come to the mountains to get
away, I lead a very hectic life. I slave all week at work, and put in
time at home. Some one always needs to go somewhere, or be somewhere. Something
always needs to be fixed, and of course, something that's been fine
for ages needs to be changed. Why on earth are we always so
hyped for the weekend, when the weekend usually means more work?
However, there are those rare occasions when you're miraculously
all caught up, (or you say "to hell with it") and that's when you get
out of town before something comes up to hold you back.
When you're away from home, you're often
tormented by thoughts of things that you should have done, or
should be doing. You worry about the house, the pets, the
family, the state of the union, etc... It's different when you
go to the mountains. The further you get from the city, the more those thoughts
of dereliction seem to melt away. It's when you get there, get all set up
and crack that first cold brew, you realize there's nothing to do.
I hope that you can appreciate "nothing to do" as much as me. I'm not saying that you should do nothing at all, but if you choose to do nothing at all, it's perfectly okay. I know for some folks, Green Ridge means "Oh boy, we're here, there's so much to do". For me Green Ridge means "Hallelujah, I'm here and there's absolutely nothing to do". I like to fish and go rafting. I
like to drive around and see the sights and landmarks of Green Ridge, but sometimes I just don't want to. Sometimes I want nothing to do.When I'm home, I can't sit still for more
than ten minutes without feeling guilty because there's
something else I should do. If I vacation at the ocean, no one will let me sit
still for ten minutes, which equates to about a hundred bucks at the ocean. I
usually can't wait to go back to work to get a vacation from my vacation.
Again, I'm not saying that I don't enjoy that now and then, but believe me
there's a lot to be said for having nothing to do. Oh, I must
clarify this for you casual readers of books and fodder such as this essay.
This does not qualify as doing something, this is just something that may
occur when you're doing nothing.
Maybe
it's age, or maybe laziness. Maybe there are certain occasions when
you`re "allowed" to do nothing. When you can finally grasp this concept,
then and only then, will you be able to enjoy the mountains on a gray
rainy day. When there's not much you can do, it's much easier
to relax and do nothing. So the next time it rains on you
trip to Green Ridge, don't don your rain gear and run off to
do something that you don't like to do in the rain. Find
a dry spot, pull up a cooler of your favorite beverage, and listen to how good
it sounds doing absolutely nothing. Have fun, friends.
Mike
Carman
GETTING HOOKED
We've all heard fish
tales about the proverbial "one that got away", or similar hard to
swallow stories. Upon hearing these yarns that go through a metamorphosis each
time they are told, one may wonder if they're expressions of joy, or excursions of
sorrow. I've been going fishing for forty years, and as a child I considered it a boring,
loathsome chore. I'm now forty five years
old, and the father of two teen boys, and going fishing has become one of life's
greatest pleasures. The transition was
miraculous and wonderful.
Saturday mornings,
eleven or twelve years old, asleep in my nice warm bed and wanting to stay that
way. "Five o'clock, let's get a move on" Dad would bellow, as if
I were the only person in the world left asleep. I'd throw myself into some old
jeans, a shirt that I wouldn't realize is on backwards for hours, and my
tattered old fishing sneakers. "Hurry up, the good spots will be taken"
he'd threaten as I'd clumsily collect the fishing crap. "I sure as hell
hope so", I'd mumble. An hour
later I'd be sitting on an upturned bucket, almost awake, and fostering the
foulest of moods, while Dad ritualistically arranged the crap. I'd grab my
rod and start the process of murdering a small fish, in order to murder a
bigger fish. It wouldn't be long before I'd tell Dad that my line was
snagged. "Walk along the bank
until it comes
loose" was the inevitable cure for a snagged line. It was also inevitable that I'd snap the line,
losing not only the previously
impaled bait,
but the precious
tackle. As the fishless hours passed,
the boredom would overcome me, and I'd start playing with the bait. "You'll never
catch any fish by goofin' around" he'd grumble. "I could care less" was my usual response to
myself. I hated walking along the
bank, as much as I hated getting up before the sun, and as much as I hated
fishing. Knowing that Dad wanted me there made it bearable, and I could sense
that there was more to it than catching fish. There were times when I had
really pissed him off, but he was fishing, and patience would prevail. I'd sit at the dinner table on the evenings of our
trips, and act as though the fish "He" caught was delicious, when in fact I'd be
close to chumming. That's "tossing
cookies" for the non -fishing sector.
I'd sometimes bring friends to share my misery. As seasons passed, Dad got busier and
couldn't go fishing as often, so I'd fish with just my friends. The weekend
would arrive, and I'd ask Dad to go fishing. "Not this week Mike, too much to
do". The weeks turned into years, and years turned into decades. I started fishing alone after my friends had
gotten "too busy". I even learned to
actually catch fish, and eating a fresh fish dinner is now like a birthday
present that I wouldn't return. Thanks to Dad's teachings, I can clean and
filet anything from a small flounder, to a two hundred pound grouper.
I somehow came to
enjoy this reprehensible hobby, and I even plan family vacations around fishing. Five
o'clock on Saturday mornings I eagerly spring from bed and yell for my sons, " C'mon guys, let's get a
move on". I
fill up a travel mug
with coffee, pack a cooler with snacks and drinks, and listen to my boys
gripe as we load my truck with gear. We get to my favorite spot, and
I start arranging the fishing paraphernalia
the way a "FengShui" artist arranges furniture. One needs the ability
to reach anything,
without laying one's rod down. Everyone knows that, "Duh". We bait the hooks, cast
the lines, and wait for absolutely nothing to happen. We still get snagged,
but I've learned that if we walk it down the bank, it'll come loose. My sons
hate taking that walk down the bank. I don't really don't mind if they
snap the line, and now I'm sure Dad didn't mind much when I did. Hours may pass without a bite, but there's
no goofing around or we would miss the bite, and my sons seem to love goofing around. They've been known
to eat the bait. Rainbow trout love marshmallows, and so do my boys.
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